Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Making love in another world

I am booked, taken, swept off my feet, completely. Not a doubt in my mind. Not a single question to be asked.
It always was a great turn on for me when I saw someone good at what they do professionally, or even otherwise. Mediocrity was always terribly putting off, even if the girl was great to look at, or spoke really well for that matter.
But never really imagined that I could so deeply fall for someone's work that I would refuse to see more of it due to the fear of not being able to handle my love, which I could feel increasing inside me. I could feel it. Like you see a bucket filling with water, seeing the level of water increase moment by moment. It scared me. It confirmed me that love was within me, just like it is within everyone of us.
We don't fall in love, it doesn't come from somewhere outside, it just gets uncovered within us.
The feeling was overwhelming. It was something unknown, a new thing, something unfamiliar.
You'd understand what I'm saying if you've ever felt the same intensisty. I know I am repeating myself but I have to, coz I really don't have many words to describe the feeling other than - I could feel the love within me rising, as water rises when it boils. It freaked me out.
It was amazing nevertheless.
Her work showed Her passion, Her heart, Her vision, Her sincerity, Her love, Her sorrow, Her eyes.
I wish I could show you Her face, it would say it all. I wouldn't have to say all these words for her. But the picture you see above is Her work.
Breathless.
So many times, the tower would have been clicked, yet it left me speechless. As if the dark clouds, the cool breeze, the leaves, were waiting just for Her.
Breathless.
She told me she'd want to dive with me at the Great Barrier Reef in Australia. I told her we'd dive, one day...
At night, and I'll make love to her underwater, in another world far far away from ours, with colourful fish wandering all around, in complete and total silence, I'll whisper to Her that I love Her, with the touch of my finger.
'In a paradise of trust, I'd make a home for two. One me, and my better half ... You!'

3 Comments:

Blogger Teleute said...

hmm...
i wish smone felt dat way abt me.

July 12, 2005 8:47 PM  
Blogger Teleute said...

u kno, i really like ur writing. seems very... frank, smhw.
i think i'll b cmin back to read dis blog quite often.
do visit mine as well.
:D

July 12, 2005 9:03 PM  
Blogger Once the Conman said...

I do visit ur blog teleute...

July 13, 2005 2:46 PM  

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