Sunday, November 27, 2005

Learnt

1) That beauty does not stay forever, and I am the biggest fool for being so shallow that I always look for good looking people in my life.
2) That the excitement and beauty of a relationship always fades away with time, and that I will never accept it.
3) That I am desperately searching for a love that will last forever, not just spiritually but physically as well. By physically I mean, I am looking for someone who I can grow old with... together.
4) That no matter how much I earn, I doubt if I'll ever be able to save.
5) That I cannot live a healthy life alone, I am extremely careless.
6) That I've kinda started fearing sex. The feeling of fear is there. Maybe it's the lack of it for so long that's making me now fear it.
7) That long distance relationships rarely work.
8) That I cannot take anything for granted. What's mine today can very well be someone else's tomorrow. Nothing is really mine.
9) That changing the world isn't as easy as I thought it would be.
10) That being violent or using your hands or bashing up someone isn't the sign of machoism.
11) That I am not consistent at anything I do.
12) That I fall for women rather easily.
13) That I don't enjoy sex with men.
14) That porn, if watched too much, can get extremely boring.
15) That quite a few married men cheat on their wives.
16) That I am sick of sea food.
17) That I don't feel as great as I used to drinking more than I should.
18) That most men who come up to me and start a conversation with me in bars are more often than not looking to sleep with me.
19) That I am a nice human being.
20) That I am confused about where I want to go, what I want to do in my life.
21) That my career means absolutely nothing to me, and I am very happy about it.
22) That I can't talk to people who say they're doing MBA and work means everything to them.
23) That most people that meet me dislike me.
24) That Arabian women are absolutely gorgeous to look at.
25) That some of them sleep with their drivers because their husbands are always screwing the second or third oor fourth wife.
26) That Malaysia is a very happy place,
27) That Chinks don't really turn me off, in fact, Malaysians are HOT.
28) That I am vulnerable by nature.
29) That I can't stand MOST Mallus.
28) That food in Qatar sucks.
29) That I don't know anything at all, other than, I have to live a nice human being, and die a nice human being, and never intentionally do anything to hurt anyone.
30) That I am not gonna crib about how bad the world is, but I am gonna do something about it. I am gonna be the change I want to see in this world, no matter what the outcome.
That people must die... for things to change.

13 Comments:

Blogger Sayesha said...

//7) That long distance relationships rarely work.

Sigh... something I have always believed in... but I wish I didn't...

November 27, 2005 5:38 PM  
Blogger V said...

The excitement n beauty in a relationship DOES NOT fade with time or distance...if the realtionship is based on truth n faith..loving acceptance.

When will you be that change...finally? And not the change that you want to be but the change thats for everybody's good...including you.

November 27, 2005 9:23 PM  
Blogger Once the Conman said...

What do you want me to do ya?????
what can I do for everybody?>???
I can only be good myself? Is it my fault if I am lost in this dark jungle and have no idea which way to take?
How can it possibly my fault.
yeah maybe some wrong moves in life.... but i didn't mean to land myself in this... ok.
The change I want to see in this world is... care of people... of honesty... of love and peace.

November 27, 2005 9:58 PM  
Blogger Casablanca said...

Interesting... very interesting.

November 28, 2005 12:56 PM  
Blogger J said...

SHUDDUP u sad lil thing! u have me dont u? ;)

so cheer up.

November 28, 2005 2:26 PM  
Blogger Once the Conman said...

:)

November 28, 2005 2:57 PM  
Blogger Once the Conman said...

Listen bugger... if you ever EVER on this blog take the Lord's name in vain... you're never gonna see your comments appearing here... do you get that?????
And no, I didn't learn that God exists from my mother. I learnt it in the 25 years that I have lived.
Its a pitty if you haven't.

November 28, 2005 10:09 PM  
Blogger Sangeeta said...

I'm Malaysian :P

November 30, 2005 1:12 PM  
Blogger Sangeeta said...

Yes we Malaysian women are a happy lot ;)

But the women in Delhi are hot too! I don't know about Qatar, never been there.

November 30, 2005 1:47 PM  
Blogger Once the Conman said...

You ARE?????? Really. Man... i was in Malaysia for five days... I freaked out on the women there. They're just so happy, and positive and oooo soooo hot... I could watch them all day long, i swear.

November 30, 2005 1:47 PM  
Blogger Sangeeta said...

Yes, we Malaysian women are a happy lot ;)

But the women in Delhi are hot too! Don't know about Qatar, never been there.

I'm no longer living in Malaysia though, have moved to Melbourne. I miss home so much!

November 30, 2005 1:49 PM  
Blogger Once the Conman said...

In the next one year, I'll be working in Malaysia. I've so totally decided. It's so my kinda place man.
I don't know how I'm gonna get there, but I know I will.
Or I'll go to Langkawi Islands to become a bar tender.

November 30, 2005 1:57 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i agree with most of ur points... very few ppl can share truth. and what are ur plans after these lesson learned

March 30, 2008 4:06 PM  

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