Se7en
Seven random facts about me
- My real name is not Rohit William Wadhwaney.
- I drink a lot because I hate being sober, because when I am sober I think myself to insanity.
- I tell people to take a day at a time and sincerely believe that everything is already planned, but honestly, I am shit scared of what is planned for me, and am always thinking about the future.
- When I was a bastard and was rude and cheating on all my girlfriends, I found some of the most amazing women, who loved me like crazy, ran behind me like mad, and I could easily, happily spend my life with them. But I didn’t want that then. Now that I want it, and have decided never to cheat on my women, they keep breaking up with me for other reasons.
- I hate being single/not belonging to someone.
- I tell people I don’t care much for fame, but fame is all I want.
- I stand in front of the mirror for hours every night and have conversations with myself.
Seven things that scare me
- Losing someone I love.
- Not being able to find the woman, who I love, and who loves me back the same way.
- Being alone all my life.
- Heights (but I still go bungee jumping and stand on the edges of steep cliffs to face this fear)
- Meeting with a serious accident and not dying. Instead having to live with amputated arms and/or legs.
- Sex (with a stranger)
- Not finding my true calling for the rest of my life.
Seven important things in my room (in Qatar)
- My black Adidas bag, with my gym kit and my camera in it.
- My backpack, which has some photographs of my past.
- My mini-size fridge (important in Qatar)
- TV (Important in Qatar)
- Porn receiver (Important in Qatar)
- Clothes
- Curtains (I sleep naked)
And that’s all there is in my room actually.
Seven things I like
- Being told “I love you.”
- Being hugged tight when I get angry.
- True love, which lasts forever.
- Drinking
- Being high, any high, it doesn’t matter.
- Adventure (sport, basically)
- Looking different.
- My real name is not Rohit William Wadhwaney.
- I drink a lot because I hate being sober, because when I am sober I think myself to insanity.
- I tell people to take a day at a time and sincerely believe that everything is already planned, but honestly, I am shit scared of what is planned for me, and am always thinking about the future.
- When I was a bastard and was rude and cheating on all my girlfriends, I found some of the most amazing women, who loved me like crazy, ran behind me like mad, and I could easily, happily spend my life with them. But I didn’t want that then. Now that I want it, and have decided never to cheat on my women, they keep breaking up with me for other reasons.
- I hate being single/not belonging to someone.
- I tell people I don’t care much for fame, but fame is all I want.
- I stand in front of the mirror for hours every night and have conversations with myself.
Seven things that scare me
- Losing someone I love.
- Not being able to find the woman, who I love, and who loves me back the same way.
- Being alone all my life.
- Heights (but I still go bungee jumping and stand on the edges of steep cliffs to face this fear)
- Meeting with a serious accident and not dying. Instead having to live with amputated arms and/or legs.
- Sex (with a stranger)
- Not finding my true calling for the rest of my life.
Seven important things in my room (in Qatar)
- My black Adidas bag, with my gym kit and my camera in it.
- My backpack, which has some photographs of my past.
- My mini-size fridge (important in Qatar)
- TV (Important in Qatar)
- Porn receiver (Important in Qatar)
- Clothes
- Curtains (I sleep naked)
And that’s all there is in my room actually.
Seven things I like
- Being told “I love you.”
- Being hugged tight when I get angry.
- True love, which lasts forever.
- Drinking
- Being high, any high, it doesn’t matter.
- Adventure (sport, basically)
- Looking different.
Not tagging anyone.
posted by Once the Conman at 7:50 PM
20 Comments:
read "the hidden journey" by andrew harvey if you ever come across the book.
Someday... Maybe.
Why but?
whys hows whos thye are all futile Qs..you will find wht you are looking for some day just by accident..thats the irony of life..when u search u don;t find..but cant help searching either ...search and Qs are just to keep us busy...btw just outta curositymwhat are the top 3 reasons your gfs beark up with ya?
This is only part of the 7-things tag. To be continued? :)
what i really havta comment on is about a coupla posts ago...i'm sorry to do it here and if it really bothers u, u can always delete the comment:)two, am sorry if i sound 'preachy'...but heck, am not one of those fashionable people called 'atheists'!
jus wanted to say....u know....i truly believe that everything happens for a reason. until a few months ago, i had so many questions about why God allowed certain things to happen...but i've realised that it's like the tree story....please read it...
http://rapunzels-dream.blogspot.com/2005/03/eli-eli-lama-sabacthani.html
Anonymous: Top 3 reasons why women break up with me: mmmmmmmm....
mmmmmmmmm,,,...
mmmmmm....
I don't know... usually I've been the one to break up.
I'll just tell you the last three ones to break up with me... why they did it.
1) She went back to her ex boyfriend. She had been dating him for 4 years, broke up, saw me, took my phone number, used me (was a rebound of course), boyfriend saw her with me, got jealous/insecure, started begging for her back, she left me...said sorry and went back to him.
2)Hmmm... this one got really angry coz I had views of my own... and they were always different from hers... most of the times... and my views were so away from reality, or so she thought, that she'd get angry about it. Maybe coz she coulnd't think like me. Anger turned to fights, fights everyday... bang... one day... break up.
3) That I am very very rude.
Casa: Jups tagged me and thats all she had on her blog.
Rap: cool... will read.
Thanks Raps
you are funny. I have read your comments, they present a facade :)
your blog, (atleast the recent posts) is more honest.
..felt like I had to leave this piece of observation on your door step.
anonymous: UP YOURS :)
ur name's not rohit william wadhwaney...????
being hugged tight when angry...really...???when i m angry i like to be left alone..
very real..
hmm.. you are rude. That's the top reason why you lose the women who love you.
I in any case don't think you should go crazy on not being able to stick with any woman.. you're too young dammit.. to even find your calling.
And yes, I agree with that "I told ya.." whatever person.. a purpose comes just by accident.. when you're least expecting it, much like love.. don't look too hard.
why is it we spend time thinking about a future when we have no clue whether we have one or not?...You sound like a guy who will not settle for love that does not match your expectations of what love is.. tough call.. most people are too fickle, too self absorbed for that kind of love,this narrows the playing field somewhat ..g'luck.
i think conman is to self absorbed,impulsive for the kind of love he imagines@misreflection.sorry dude,but it has to be true.I don;t think you are capable of truly loving/Love is just a fallacy of description for some romantic sentiments that get aroused in you.You are too impulsive,uncontrolled ,intolerant and "ignorant of your self" to actually love some one.
Eye opening... though I think most of these would be influenced in someway by recent events. But a great insight nonetheless...
It'll be great to read this to yourself after a month....
No wonder you are in Mass Communications; very interesting bits of writing, stylistically alluring and, umm.... brilliantly engrossing I guess- whatever that means. But I always wondered why someone would put up his or her personal diary in a most personally impersonal touch up on the walls of the corridor of the world for all of God's creation to see? What would be on your mind? - "hide and seek with yourself"? or is it "show your inner self to those who cared to drive you nuts"? - and in either case(or whatever case it is), why the heck would you take the trouble to even care?
Cowlick: Don't assume you know me too well. You haven't seen me with my women really.
Just because I am rude to Airtel customer service and you have heard me talk about planting a bomb in their office during work hours doesn't mean I am rude with my women too.
I am very normal with them.
And that is not the top reason why they break up with me. Seriously...
So chill.
Misreflect: We'll see... Don't try and play God.
Don't matter sequel: UP YOURS :)
Twilight: I write for myself. If you think this is personal. You should read my first book. I put every detail of my life, every single thing... honestly... and wrote a 380-page book for the world to read.
I don't care... this is me. And I feel like telling the world about it.
I don't know why. Maybe I want people to be like me.
Rude...is a strong word just like hate...and conman, as I know him, is truly, clearly straightforward and honest in expressing his emotions to people...rude he is NOT. Just downright honest. People, several and most of them, who claim to know him are just the ones that DO NOT KNOW HIM. They just see him, not the real HIM. All the women who left him have lost something dear and precious. And the women he left...well, at least one of them still believes that he did not....it was FATE....and she is the one that understands the real Rohit Wadhwaney....
planting a bomb in their office
hahahahahahaa!!! I'd forgotten!
seems like i know u,or some 1 like u. u represent a common man,
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