I Say a little prayer... for you

"Acute Pneumonia combined with Carcinoma of liver and exhaustion."
"You may just want to know, she did madly madly love you. The wedding dress is still there."

A few words that will ring in my heart... forever.

Today... like always, I write for you. Only this time, I know, you won't be reading it. But if what they say is true, that when you die you become a shining star in the heavens above, then I know you can feel my heart beating, beating only for you. My eyes crying just for you.

From the day we first met - May 25, 2005 - till the day I spoke to you last, January 1, 2006, you brought heaven down for me right here in my world. Right from the time, you'd walk miles despite a fractured leg to hear my voice, till the day you stood me up. Every beautiful mail you wrote, every chat we saved, Every little lie you spoke, every little thing you did, or said, made a place in my heart, a place that is yours forever.

And I know you know, I mean it. And only you know what I mean.

You can see me... right Noor?

I never thought you'd die. I never thought I'd be cryin. Even after we split up, I always wondered and dreamt of bumping into you again... somewhere... someday.

The hope lived on. It never died. No matter what I said to myself or to anyone else.

The hope still lives on. Someday... somewhere...

Till the day I see your face...

Ro.