Blogging's become an obligation

It's become just like everyday work. An obligation. That's what what started out as passion has turned into.

I am almost sure, I am not the only one who feels this. There are some bloggers I know who blog every fucking day. Those are one of the most irritating blogs I find. And if you see their pictures, I mean the bloggers' pictures, you'll understand why they feel the need to blog everyday.

Yuck!

I used to blog everyday.

I don't know why. It was a high. The awareness of the fact that I don't need an editor to approve or disapprove what I write. That I don't need quotes. That I don't need confirmation. That I am being read.

It was a jounralist's vent. A toy I played with.

Exxagurated.

Pissed people off, with my honesty. It's normal for people to hate what they can't have. Don't blame them.

I used to have a really long list of blogs that I visted as links on my blog. Gradually the list shortened out. One day I looked at that long list and I wondered, do I really like these blogs? Do I really ever like clicking on them? Are they there on my page just to make my page look fuller?

Yes, they were there without a reason.

Now I visit blogs, one of the first things I see is how often do they post...

If the posts are daily, I am almost sure, they're ugly to look at - the bloggers. This might sound stupid. But believe me, it's true. It's because those people have absolutely nothing to do. They'll tell you posting a blog takes just ten minutes, but they won't tell you how many hours after that do they keep clicking on the comments section to see who's commented, and then they'll reply back to each.

They have nobody. They're basically repulsive.

I could name a few but that would be downright insulting. I still have some manners left with me.

I hate ugly people. Dislike, rather. They're just so creepy.

Digressing.

Blogging's started feeling like an obligation. Something I must do... in most probability to re-assure myself if I want I can still attract a crowd, just like I used to.

It's no more about me. It's no more about what I truly feel.

It's all because of others. It sucks.