Spontaneous Afterthought

Hey... what a cool heading! I rock. Whatever.

Anyway, I just popped in to say, I probably have an opinion on every thing. But it's hard to voice your opinions all the time. Not because someone's stopping or restricting you, but you just get sick and tired of voicing them out, on every issue.

For example, today I was reading up about the Mumbai Media War that has kicked off a few months back. About how crazily they're throwing money at journalists to hire them, and how there is so much shifting going on in the industry.

Then other stuff... whatever... not important. I thought I'd blog about that as well. But no, I don't feel like it man. It's stupid, voicing out opinions and what you feel about issues all the friggin time.

Let the damn things be. I might have an opinion, and I might very well be talking and arguing about it in my head. But seriously, I don't wanna say them out all the time.

If there's a choot sitting in front of me (I don't mean it literally just in case I get fired... lol) and he (ok, that clears out the confusion) is talking crap, or thinks like crap, I don't gotta tell him all the time. I coulnd't care less.

Isn't this so contradictory to my previous post? Sure it is. So what? I am a confused man. There are two sides of me. One, below this post, and one, this one. It's fun to switch personalites. It's my life after all. If I want I can come across as a duffer for the rest of my life, or come across as someone who's totally inconsistent, or whatever. But I really know who I am.

I am someone who doesn't know himself at all.

Idiot. Lol.

But whatever I say, I say from my heart... What I feel at that particular time.

So the basic thing I wanna say right now is, I don't wanna spend the rest of my life explaining shit to people.

If they wanna jump in a well, and smile about it, they can go right ahead.

But then again, I might say something totally contradictory tomorrow, or maybe even today a few minutes later.

I still remain the same person.

Ajeeb sa hoon main.